早點(diǎn)上班，晚點(diǎn)下班 ，每天幾萬(wàn)個(gè)想要跳出這個(gè)圈子的念頭卻又無(wú)比貪圖里面的安逸，理想與現(xiàn)實(shí)的拉扯，終歸仍是后者占據(jù)上風(fēng)。
Go to work early, leave work late, every day tens of thousands of ideas want to jump out of this circle but very greedy in the comfort, ideal and reality pull, ultimately the latter is still the upper hand.
或許真的是老了，滿腦子的擺爛卻又不敢完全抗衡的年紀(jì)，唯一不被生活鈍化的大概就只剩這點(diǎn)可憐的自我認(rèn)知了。
Perhaps it is really old, full of brain play rotten but dare not completely compete with the age, the only one not to be blunt by life is probably only this poor self-cognition.
任何寄托于他人身上的安全感都會(huì)崩塌，卡里的數(shù)字，手中的方向盤和滿格的手機(jī)電池才能替你阻擋生活的鋒利和迷茫。
Any sense of security placed on others will collapse, and the number in the card, the steering wheel and the full cell phone battery can stop you from the sharpness and confusion of life.
無(wú)法掌控的事不是焦慮就能扭轉(zhuǎn)的，走好腳下的路，盡力之后即便漸行漸遠(yuǎn)也沒(méi)關(guān)系。
Things you can’t control can not be reversed by anxiety. It doesn’t matter to try your best, even if you go away.
